I still feel conflicted on the subject of blogging every day. In a certain sense I feel a little free when I let a day go by without coming here. But then I grow inexplicably worried that if I don't write here every day something will happen. What, I don't know.
I did have a clarifying realization recently: blogging is something I've really been able to stick with, without growing bored. Yes, I've experienced days of burn out or frustration and even writer's block but not boredom.
This is a big deal because my interest does wane easily. Case in point, the paper mache flowers I was so gung ho on making Thursday night, which have been laying unfinished and untouched ever since. I'll get back around to it someday. Maybe. The point is, that often I start out excited about a project or an undertaking and I enter in full force only to lose my desire half-way through. Not so with blogging. So I wonder, does this mean I should be doing it? Or is 'should' not even an appropriate word? And then I come across things like this:
But too, I need to look at Ann Voskamp's Blogger's Prayer, often.
And now November is here. Which means what? It means that with Thanksgiving, two of the children have birthdays, I start a new class tomorrow....and I'm signed up for NaNoWriMo.
K.D. Storm describes it as, "NaNoWriMo is where somewhat sane people come together in November to write a 50,000-word novel in 30 days. There is no spell check, editing, or any other form of polishing. It is writing at its purest form. The whole idea is to sit in the chair and write until your heart is content (or you succumb to madness). "
A whole new exciting
I was pretty positive that I'd at least give it a shot this year. Until I saw the math. 50,000 words in one month equals close to 1700 words per day. Per day. With school papers and blogging? And kids and life? And housework and homeschooling and husband care? Hmmm.
But, I gotta give it a go. There's a good chance that by November 2nd, I'll have come to my senses. Then I'll just try again next year. I'm pretty sure there's no penalty for repeated attempts.
And so, it will be interesting to see what November brings.